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Scarlett Macfarlane is Sorry for Being Immortal or is She?![]() |
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Recently, New York, singer, songwriter, musician Scarlett Macfarlane sat
down with Riveting Riffs Magazine to talk about her music and life.
Perhaps the most important things you could know about her came from the
answer to a question we asked her near the end of our conversation. That
being, What do you think has shaped your music?
I also think and the first answer that came to mind I consume a lot of
science fiction and fantasy. I feel like I live in a science fiction
novel half the time. I don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad
thing. I see the world as being pretty crazy. This is pretty crazy what
we are doing here and so life is a crazy thing. There is so much we
don’t know and so much we think we know. So much is always changing, it
is like living in a science fiction novel. When you consume a lot of
that and you consume a lot of fantasy, I think that finds its way into
my music as well. Those are my two answers, family and self-worth and
the sense that anything is possible. That kind of surreal, fantasy thing
finds hidden ways into my music too,” says Scarlett Macfarlane.
That ability to be introspective, to reflect on life in general and her
own life informs her song
“Sorry.”
“Sorry," is one of a series of songs I am releasing and they were all
recorded in a batch. It is one of the first two songs that I wrote. The
initial, kernel of an idea was written in my car and I was hyper
emotional for reasons unknown. I asked (myself) what is the most
vulnerable I can be? It was an exercise in writing (concerning) the
things I am most embarrassed about or that I am the most insecure about.
What does that look like? Anything that you have ever felt bad about
yourself and what would you want to say.
The word “Sorry” is coming from the place of remorse, but it is also
from the place of forgiveness. When you say the word, sorry there are
two things happening, you
are asking the other party, whether it is yourself or others, to
understand that you truly feel bad about what you have done. Yes, I feel
badly about whatever that thing may be, but also, I don’t want it to
happen again. I want that to change and I am coming from a new version
of me. There is something about going from someone who is hiding to
somebody who has now opened up to the world and to be able to say this
is who I am and I am okay with it, whether you are proud of it or not.
It was a whole internal thing. If I was going to be putting music out
for other people and not just for myself, I didn’t want it to be only
the best versions. I wanted it to be all parts of me. That is where it
came from. I wrote it in my car. I write a lot in my car. My car and my
couch are my primary writing places,” she says.
The companion video for “Sorry,” also has a story behind it.
Scarlett Macfarlane explains, “The street visuals are meant to feel like
a metaphor for being stuck in your head, walking around aimlessly. The
rooftop visuals are meant to feel like a metaphor for freedom from that
internal space, like being exterior from your head and rising above and
moving on.
If I could change one thing about this music video, and as artists we’re
always tinkering, I think I would’ve added some extra classic NYC b-reel
stuff like me stopping to get a cup of coffee at a bodega, or glancing
in a store window when I walk by, or accidentally stepping into a puddle
on a corner, which is
always the worst and stuff like that.
There is a singular experience of feeling alone in a big city like New
York that I would have loved to capture. But I can save that idea for a
future video because I absolutely love how the video for this one turned
out. It accomplished what I wanted which was a very personal feeling (see
we told you there was a story behind it).”
As for her clothes when the video was shot, “The clothing I wore was
largely pulled from my own closet with a couple of fun accessories added
in. The layered scarves were a fun nod to one of my favorite legends,
Steven Tyler (more on him later),” she says.
The video for “Sorry,” was shot on a windy day in Brooklyn, New York and
on the same day as one of her other songs, “Red Lights” was videoed.
How did your musical journey start Scarlett?
“I started wanting to be a recording artist after an Aerosmith concert.
I sat in the last row for a whole gig and I didn’t understand it was a
job that a person could have. What do you mean you can stand on a stage
and do what Steven Tyler does? Well, I have to do that. I came home and
told my mother I was going to be a recording artist; I was going to be a
singer. Before that moment I didn’t understand you could do that. My mom
being my mom was okay, how are we going to do it?
I applied for a grant when I was fifteen and got it, but it was in the
Pop space, but I wasn’t into Pop. I was into Aerosmith and that space. I
did not want to dance in front of sixteen dancers. I wanted to sing and
I wanted to connect with people a thousand rows back. I don’t care about
the showmanship of what I am wearing or dancing or any of that other
aspect. I rejected that whole space and I decided I was going to swing
to the opposite extreme. I thought if you are angry at the world that
translated to a Punk Rock group. There was an era when I did Punk Rock.
I call it Punk Rock. It was more like Punk Pop. I wish I could say it
was like the Ramones or the Deftones or something like. It was still
pretty, young, blonde girl Punk Rock. That’s the sales pitch.
The grant allowed me to record a few songs and to do some Pop music. I
was allowed to submit myself to assorted labels. I was offered a
contract with Capitol Records when I was fifteen or sixteen, but I did
not end up taking it.
I toured for a long time all over the northeast (editor’s note with her
band Scarlett’s Web), mostly I did the whole country and I went to
Europe for a few shows. I was in Germany for a hot second and I did some
shows in France (where my sister) lives. It was nothing big, nothing
major. I can’t think of anywhere else. Then I (thought) this isn’t
working and I wasn’t going anywhere with it. It wasn’t a particularly
happy time, so it was that’s it. I am going to stop now. I took a break
and I went and figured myself out. I think I was chasing other people
instead of chasing myself. I did not really take the time to sort myself
out. I wasn’t really figuring out who I was as an artist,” she says.
From the reflective “Sorry,” we go to talking about the song “Immortal,”
and we marvel at her powerful and emotive vocals.
“The subject (in the song) “Immortal” is about immortality or eternity
or that which lasts about us and whatever that is to you. I loathe to
use the word spirituality, because that feels so religious in nature,
not that I am opposed to that. I just don’t want to be pigeonholed into
that. It is what you leave behind or the poetry you write or the lives
you have touched. That has always been a subject that is very important
to me.
The infinity sign is one of my favorite symbols. I just love it. I was
so excited when I was hired to work as a personal trainer at a gym that
is called Immortal Fitness. I did technically write the song after I
started working there. I also wrote the song, while I was at the gym. I
had no concept that I used the word immortal until later. It was such a
cool confluence how the words eternity, immortal are clearly a resonant
theme for me. It lives in the back of my brain rent free. Immortal is my
mom’s favorite song,” Scarlett Macfarlane explains.
The song “Love Is a Best Friend,” offers the kind of transparent look
into a songwriter’s life or inner thoughts.
“What a great descriptor. I really try hard to like myself a lot. When
you like yourself, it is easy to be transparent. Songs come to me in a variety of different ways. When I write the words and the melodies flow out of me like a stream of consciousness. I am probably exaggerating when I say this, but it was written in what felt like ten minutes. I don’t think I tweaked the words to it dramatically from when I first wrote it and I don’t think I tweaked the melody much. It is not a repeating chorus, to me it was like a sixties British Pop influence meets a happy go lucky love song.
For me “Love Is a Best Friend” is personal
because going back to being fifteen and being offered my first record
contract that I turned down, everything I had done up until then was
very Pop and I thought I don’t want to just sing love songs all of the
time. Somehow, I had gotten into my head at that young age if you did
Pop music, women had to sing about love. I wanted to do more than that.
I wanted to sing about the world and I wanted to sing in a Punk Rock
band. I wanted to talk about things that were world views and changing
things. By the way Punk Rock bands don’t necessarily sing about changing
things either. That is a whole other tangent I could go on. [I say
counterculture] I didn’t even counter. I didn’t go in that direction. It
was bad and now I am the opposite.
All that to say, fast forward and three or four years ago I was talking
to my sister and when I think of the songs that women sing, the most
famous songs, the big ones are always about love. I don’t only want to
sing love songs. There is a reason why love songs are so big, because it
is such an important subject for people, but I didn’t want to sing, just
about that. I can’t remember if it was “Sorry” or “Love Is a Best
Friend,” that was one of the first two songs that I wrote and it is
about love. Of course it is. I had rejected it for so long and I thought
I guess we are doing this now. It must have weighed on my brain,” she
says, tapping her temple with her forefinger.
Let’s stop there for a second, so who is Scarlett as an artist?
“This is such a good question (she
smiles). I am still trying to verbalize in a sentence or two. You used
the word transparent. I love that. I love the word honest. I like the
word eclectic, because I am a little bit all over the place, I love that
about myself. I don’t know how to bottle that or what that looks like in
terms of a gimmick. It is
authentic and I think real people are that way.
When you think of Britney Speers or you think of The Magic Dragons or
you know what Steven Tyler is going to be wearing. He will be wearing a
long scarf and he will have flowy pants and there will be a little bit
of a sixties and seventies retro vibe. You know what Britney Speers is
going to look like when she shows up on stage or you know what Sabrina
Carpenter is going to look like. It is really identifiable, but real
people aren’t necessarily that way. They have so many facets of self. If
I could figure out how to bottle eclecticism and turn that into
something that was easily identified, like a collage. (we suggest
that would be an oxymoron) Right! There is something there and when
I figure it out you will be the first to know. A collage is something
like that. What does a collage look like on a person. I have so many
facets of myself. Sometimes I am a little bit Rock, sometimes I’m a
little bit Pop and sometimes I am super happy and sometimes I am super
sad. Aren’t we all? As an artist I aspired to figure out how to really
be that and not be just any one thing,” she explains.
As our conversation winds down, Scarlett Macfarlane has a treat for us,
“Let’s talk about my next song. The next song is not announced yet, so
you get to hear it first. It is my song called “Fireflies.” This one is
a left turn, maybe two left turns away from “Sorry.” It is a very happy
song. It is very nostalgic and summery. It is all about chasing
fireflies on the Fourth of July, which is also my mom’s birthday. (It is
also) about the treasure of being a child, the optimism and wonder that
is there and the perspective shift, because everything seems so big and
new. It feels like summer is an eternity (when you are a child) and now
it feels like summer is gone like that. The next thing you know it is
August. When you are little, it is (seems) longer. The song is about
holding onto a moment for the rest of your life.
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